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Well then.... For Nicol

Pregnant with Carter 29 weeks

Pregnant with Nikolas @ 31 weeks

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Hanging a Man or Hang Man…..

Either way Carter is HOOT playing the game he calls hanging a man. For starters he can’t read, or write his name or spell, so basically it pointless for him to play, however being my little clone, he will not give up!

 

Enjoy!

 

Jealous, upset and babies?!

This is hard… but while I ponder the next blog post (My birthday), which will be even more painful, I’ll give you this…..

 

There seems to be a baby boom going on with my friends right now. I have more people than I can count who are pregnant. Lisa, Nicol, Sarah W. Jenette, a cousin who just had a baby, a cousin who is expecting, to name a few….

Lisa is expecting #2, Nicol # 3, Sarah #5 YES FIVE, read her Once upon a time story, it had me laughing and crying!  Jenette #1, cousin Kelli #2, cousin Sara #2.

 

There is nothing I love more than a baby!!! It also brings me a lot of emotions, jealous would be the first thing that comes to mind…. I know some day I might want another baby, right now no. but some day?! Maybe?!? 

Maybe Not ?! ?

Then I wonder if things where different would I already have that baby or be planning that baby. I mean if we had a bigger home, would that baby already be here…. or what if I didn’t  have PPD after Carter, would I be planning the next little Guzzo. I always get sooo excited when I hear the news of another baby coming.Such a blessing and such joy those little bundles bring. 

But then in the next breath I have tears, and feel sorry for myself. I often wonder if I use the PPD as an excuse,  or maybe I don’t really want baby #3?!  I can tell you if I found out today I was pregnant, I would be a mess. I would not be overjoyed just yet. I also wonder if God gave me PPD as a form of birth control knowing, I have already been blessed with what I can handle.  I fill with so much emotion, with the news of each new being coming to earth. I also want my friends to know. PLEASE don’t hide your pregnancy or details from me, because as of now, I am living through you and the birth of your new ones, whom I already love! <3

 

Wishing you ALL fast, safe labor and delivers and postpartum bliss!!! XOXO