Do you ever feel like crying?

I DO!!!!!!!!! I have so much to be Thankful for, God, Frank, Nikolas, Carter, my family, friends but I feel like I want so much more and I'm wondering if this is wrong? I'm happy and really there is no place I'd rather be (I think that's a country song) but I just want more? I want to be closer to God, closer with husband and well the kids not so much! lol! But I just feel sad and want to scream out, I can't be the only one to feel this way- am I? I HATE my father and I know this is cause of him. I need to forgive him but really, I'm not sure I'm ready to let go.

I always allow others to do this to me. WHY??????

Santa at Bass Pro Shop!

Happy Birthday Angie!

The Code

It won't post it, so if you want it, send me a email and I'll give it to you or you can google "disable right click" and try that code.

Oh Christmas Tree!

My "Martha" tree.

Ceramic Class

I' ve been going to ceramic class to learn to paint and I finally finished a set.

My 1st Ceramic Pieces ( yes I really painted them)

it's raining men!

Don't ask, cause we won't tell!

Go ahead try it

So I found this really cool HTML/ javascript code, it disables right- click. So strange people can't save your pictures on your blog. Go ahead try to right-click on any picture.

HA HA HA you can save it!

heres the code and how it works....

copy and paste and place in your settings area, you will need to create a new HTML/java script box and paste it there.

Krafty Kids!

The MEN went to the football game yesterday (YAY!!!! For the Bucs!) and the little ladies stayed home and did crafts with the kids. I made spaghetti and we did two Thanksgiving crafts. One was a turkey hand and the other was a paper plate painted turkey. The Kids had a great time. Carter missed out, he was sleeping but the other works of Art belong to Nikolas (3) , Cameron (3) , Kylie (14 months) and Brandon (10)!

Brandon's Turkey

MNO!

So, in May I joined this mommy's meet up group called Macomb Moms, it's a group of moms and kids and we do all sorts of things, parks, library, museums, play dates , anything you can think of for mommys and kids. Well about once a month we have a MNO (Mom's Night Out) Just us girls we just had one and here's a couple of picture. (There are over 100 moms, this is just a few of us)

The effing umbrella

I was reminded of the dam umbrella and so I thought I'd remind you all of it.



Thanks Meagan! ; )

http://guzzo2003.blogspot.com/2008/09/venting.html

Happy Thanksgiving

I got this in a email and I just had to share!

http://www.jacquielawson.com/viewcard.asp?code=WQ26144948

Maybe next year!

Well Frank went hunting this past weekend and didn't get a deer. He said he saw a few but really had no good shots and the one shot he had was a doe but wasn't too sure so didn't want to risk it. I do have to say I did really miss him this past weekend. I only got to talk to him for a few minutes and texted only a couple of times.

I did have a very productive weekend, Aunt Lisa (Frank's Sister) came and stayed with us. Friday I painted my ceramic pieces a little more. I need to have those DONE!!!! Saturday I hosted my first play date and it was a success! I had 4 moms and about 10 kids here and yes my house was trashed but my boys and the other kids had a great time so that's all that really matters. Then Saturday night Kenny (Angies husband) from across the street so kindly volunteered to watch ALL 6 kids so Angie, Me and Lisa could go out to Bar Louie. We had a GREAT time, we play "what his story's" We would pick a guy or girl out at the bar and make up a story about him/her and I have to say I bet we were right on about 90% of them. We also discovered that it might be a underground gay bar, as there were lots of guys in pairs, and most guys travel in packs. Not sure yet though and we will be returning very soon. If you haven't been I suggest you check it out.

Most of you NEVER see me with Make-up so here's a few pictures!

Lisa, Angie, Me

PROGRESS REPORT!

Well Frank and I went to 1 of many, many more to come school conferences today. Nikolas is really doing great. He got mostly "B's" which means he "B"egining to show improvement and a few "P's" which mean Progressing. His teacher again told us that he is the most well groomed child in school and she looks forward to seeing what he's wearing everyday. He has a little buddy named Doyle and I guess they do EVERYTHING together. She is only concerned about how shy he his, however if she saw him right now she might think differently. (Him and his other buddy Cameron are playing cars and watching Kung Fu Panda). All in all it was a GREAT, 1st conference. Now, lets pray that for the next 18 year they are all like this!

Deal or No Deal?

Look what I found today at a mom 2 mom sale for $2, yep thats right 2 bucks!

A 2 foot tall superman for my little superhero.

HEY, How you doin???

Oh my, another man in my bed!?!

"Kengie" or "Kenlin" (think about it it will come to u)

The men in my life!

We LOVE YOU "kengie" and Mark!

Yes we Can!

The Big "O". That's all I have to say is Mr. President Elect Barack Obama. LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That's all as I'm done explaining myself to the "r".

Halloween

I LOVE Halloween and I know now that I passed it on to Nikolas. He LOVED it and was not afraid of anything. This morning he asked if we can go again tonight!!!! SO CUTE!!!! It's amazing to me to think that last year I had only 1 baby (Nikolas) and he didn't talk, I never even heard Mommy. 1 year later after lots of hard work and the very dedicated teachers at the MISD, I have a talking 3 year old, which is music to my ears. I also have another baby, (Carter) who was only a pea sized fetus and again I'm amazed 1 year later I have a little money man, that sits up and crawls. Thank you Jesus for every blessing you have given me. Please watch over us and bring all our angels and archangels to protect us!